Bagel love again

It has been clear that I love bagels. I told it repeatedly till now. But I wasn't able to find a bagel that I liked very much recently, I was a bit far away from it.

Last Sunday when I went to the co-op with my husband for our weekly grocery shopping, bagels in a showcase appealed to me in an unusual way. I had to buy them, and we ate them for lunch of the day. I made easy bagel sandwiches and warm soup. It was really perfect lunch for me and I indulged myself in munching every bit of it. To be honest with you, I felt sad when the bagel was all gone. It apparently clicked some spot in my mind, and I ate bagels for lunch yesterday and today. Now I feel a strong urgency to find my favorite bagels in the town. Maybe the time has come for visiting a fairy new bagel shop in an inconvenient area for me!

Unknown but not unfamiliar feeling

The picture above is from my second roll of this year, the one that I took on one very very snowy day. It was beautifully blue outside early in the morning, and I was amazed with it.

Today it is perfectly sunny and crisp, the world seems totally different from the snowy day. Though the weather is the one which cheers everybody's feeling up and brightens the day up, something unknown but not really unfamiliar feeling is floating in my mind. I can't figure out what that feeling is, and it just stubbornly dominates my heart. And I can't also come up with the idea what can help me out of that feeling.

I wish if I could merge into the cheerfulness and brightness outside. It seems quite easy if I could release my heart. I hope something is showing up as such a releaser soon.